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tagged

Sun, 06 Jul 2008 12:43:33 GMT

Sob sob. line got prob. cannot log in to facebook. so here am i with nuttin better to do then do this tag thing. sob sob

tagged by si bronx

RULE 1. People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves..
RULE 2. Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. If your lover betrayed you,what would you do?
cry, break and forget.

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Win the Pulitzer Prize

3. What would you like to eat right now?
Air itam's laksa

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
migrate to anywhere in africa, buy a farm and start an orphanage.

5. What is so nice about your lover?
He writes me a poem everyday. :) He cares enough to ask what are my fav things. lol and loves me enough to pray for me. lol

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
loving someone without expecting anything in return.

7. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
forever. God will eventually reveal the perfect one in His perfect time. I can wait.

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
move on. i don't like competitions.

9. What are the things that has made you extremely happy?
Jesus and my life.

10. What takes you down the fastest?
a WWE wrestler

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
In a safari admiring rhinos

12. Who is currently the most important person to you?
God.

13. What kind of person do you like the most?
someone who is more intelligent then i am. but gentleman enough to not force me to understand what he understands. lol

14. What do you feel the most right now?
creepiness

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
open my eyes

16. Would you give all in a relationship?
no

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
nobody. if none of them is capable of making me love one more than the other, they are not worth it.

18. What are you doing now?
trying to log in to facebook and pulling my hair out of frustration!

19. List 6 people to tag
nobody

new post.

Tue, 01 Jul 2008 08:06:29 GMT

hey guys. i've just posted a very long post at my blogspot. check it out if you guys are free. http://milyy.blogspot.com/ don't have to post any comments there if you cannot. :)

Just a few lines...

Thu, 15 May 2008 06:51:47 GMT

just a few lines of thoughts here. the last sunday, as a few of u noe, i song led at kpc for the first time. it was pretty cool. wen i was up there, it was like totali amazing! i've never worshipped with so much passion before. and thanks to u guys who gave me lotsa words of encouragement. thnx moi for saying u thought i've been songleading for many times. thanks bronx for saying that it was like a planet shaker's concert. lol. dat is a bit exaggerated, but still, thanx guys. I'm glad to be doing something for the Lord. It is a great experience for me and i will keep it with me forever. It'll be my last time songleading in the Sunday worship here in kpc. I was supposed to songlead again on merdeka day, but i somehow have a kinda mixed feeling in me, so i told the pastor not to put me as the song leader again. Although i couldn't tell the exact reason y i did this but i believe many of u will be the future song leaders of the church. I noe many of u can sing and do great things for the lord. So here i am, saying "I will pray for u guys!"

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Tagged...again

Mon, 05 May 2008 04:45:35 GMT

"Since I have been tagged by bronx, i will give him face and continue with this la"

Tagged !

Name 5 people you can think at the top of your head

1)Steven

2)Khai Sing

3)Norev

4)Shane

5)Poay Ling

Don't read the questions underneath until you write the names of all 5 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first...NO CHEATING!DON'T LOOK AHEAD UNLESS YOU FILLED UPTHE TOP!

1. HOW DID YOU MEET 1 ?
Somewhere

2. On a scale of 1 -10 how would u rate your friendship with 1 ?
the perfect score. hehe

3. How long have you known 4?
erm. i think 3 months or so

4. How do you know number 3 ?
KPCFC

5. Wheres 5?
sulking at a corner of her Desa Pesona apartment

6. A fact about number 1 ?
good listener, cute, sings like a frog

7. Who is 4 going out with?
Michelle from Philippines

8. What does 1 do for a living?
part time work at Sears while studying.

9. Would you live with number 3 ?
I doubt that we can stand each other for more then a few mins. so nope.

10. What do you like about number 2 ?
she is the bestest fren i have ever had and will ever have. i like it that she can understand me even before i speak and how she is always there for me when i need her.

11. Do you miss number 5 ?
not even a bit. i see her on msn everyday

12. What’s your opinion of number 2 ?
she will b the best mother ever when she has her own children! haha. and the most samseng wife. lol

13. What's your favorite memory with number 5 ?
hmmm...must be the mission trip to Betong.

14. What would you do if number 1 and 2 were going out ?

i doubt that they ever would. no 2 is seeing someone and they are pretty stable. and no 1 is in love with somebody already. hehe. If they are going out, i think i will feel awkward.

15. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
erm. more like a long one-way conversation?

16. Have you ever slept at 2's house ?
yes

17. Do you hang out with 3 a lot ?
last time yea, every week. but now, oni on msn.

18. Who have you known the longest?
Khai Sing

19. How often do you talk to 1 ?
wow. that's a tough one. pretty often. i'll keep da details.

20. What about 2 ?
almost everyday on msn since she is in singapore now.

21. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend ?

nope coz i am not his type. haha

22. Would you go out for a date with 5?
nope. not even if i am a guy. she is a good fren but not my ideal partner. lol. mayb bcoz i noe every single one of her darkest secrets already.

23. Do you dream about 2 ?
yea.i've known her since i was a kid. it's inevitable to dream bout her.

24. What did no 4 did to you that you can never forget?
erm. he sent me a story he wrote. i'll never forget that story. lol.

25. What's 3 hobby?
futsalling, mamaking, msning

i tag :
YK since he not yet posted this in his blog. and OB, irene, eagle

wow seems like i'm so popular here!

Tue, 22 Apr 2008 12:01:11 GMT

lol. seems like i am so popular here la with everyone asking me to come back. lol. i haven't decided to come back though. just wana advertise that i have new posts there at blogspot. just in case u don't have my address there in mind, it's www.milyy.blogspot.com .hehehe. i basically decided to change to blogspot because an ex-lecturer of mine is doing something about blogging for her phd thingy and she needs 13 of us as lab rats. all of them are using blogspot. so it's easier for me to link with them there. but i will come post here once in a while la. if u wana find my more mature posts, u can go check out my blogs there. i try to use standard english more there. lol. just to refrain myself from using our la la english wen i am in my teaching practicuum next sem la. anyway thanks to all of u for being so yao cheng and keep on asking me to come back here. i appreciate that! muaks to all!

xoxo =yingoying=

ps: i guess i juz have to deal with the 0 comment issue there at blogspot. it kinda teaches me on how to survive when i bcome an author next time? i mean most of the time, nobody would buy my book anyway. lol. but doesn't mean that i should giv up rite? lol. plus i get to talk nasty stuff about pple with those pple not being able to read em. hehe

new blog

Mon, 31 Mar 2008 12:42:33 GMT

hiya peeps! from now on i will b blogging at www.milyy.blogspot.com

I've juz figured out how blogspot works. it looks much cooler la so i've decided to post there instead. u guys should check it out too. can put nice layout. way cooler. anyway, will drop by here from time to time la to check u guys out. muaks!

thought provoking

Fri, 14 Mar 2008 08:07:34 GMT

Hey peps! check these two articles out. very interesting.

http://www.malaysia-today.net/2008/content/view/4366/84/

http://www.malaysia-today.net/2008/content/view/3837/84/

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When everything is just not it.

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 14:24:46 GMT

All alone.
I wish I could tell him he is my everything.
But ...he's not.
I wish I could tell him he is my home.
But ...he's not.
I wish I could tell him he is my one true love.
But ...he's not.
I wish I could tell him he is the one I wana grow old with...to die with...
But ...he's not.
I wish I could tell him that he is the one I wana share my dreams with
But..he's not.
I wish I could tell him that everything will be alright as long as I am in his arms...
but... I know I would be lying. Nothing is alright.
Everything is back to square one.
No comforting smiles.
No goodnight kisses.
No "don't worry"s.
No fond memories.
No "I love you"s.
Nothing.
Just me.
All alone.

=yingoying=

Unfair?

Thu, 13 Mar 2008 13:44:12 GMT

You said Unfair? Look around you. Politics. Economics. Workplace. School. Relationships. And the list goes on. If you want to talk about the unfairness in this world, you will never finish what you are saying. Don't think about the world. Think about yourself. Even there, you can find a long list. Look in the mirror. What you see is a reflection of unfairness received... and... unfairness committed... Who is it to blame then? The world? Yourself? God? You said UNFAIR?! Yes. Unfair.

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Miracles

Thu, 06 Mar 2008 15:34:02 GMT

Just now I was chatting to Ying Kok and he suddenly mentioned that it was a miracle that he suddenly became so serious. hehehe. It somehow reminded me of a nice poem by Walt Whitman which I am reading now. So here I am sharing the poem with you guys. Hope it touches you like the way it touched me.

MIRACLES by Walt Whitman

Why, who makes much of a miracle?
As to me I know of nothing else but miracles,
Whether I walk the streets of Manhattan,
Or dart my sight over the roofs of houses toward the sky,
Or wade with naked feet along the beach just in the edge of the water,
Or stand under trees in the woods,
Or talk by day with any one I love, or sleep in the bed at night with any one I love,
Or sit at table at dinner with the rest,
Or look at strangers opposite me riding in the car,
Or watch honey-bees busy around the hive of a summer forenoon,
or animals feeding in the fields,
Or birds, or the wonderfulness of insects in the air,
Or the wonderfulness of the sundown, or of stars shining so quiet and bright,
Or the exquisite delicate thin curve of the new moon in spring;
These with the rest, one and all, are to me miracles,
The whole referring, yet each distinct and in its place.

To me every hour of the light and dark is a miracle,
Every cubic inch of space is a miracle,
Every square yard of the surface of the earth is spread with the same,
Every foot of the interior swarms with the same.

To me the sea is a continual miracle,
The fishes that swim- the rocks- the motion of the waves- the ships with men in them,
What stranger miracles are there?

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